The biggest mystery of life,

That the future is unknown

The hardest irony to digest,

Is that animated creature,

Into which I’ve grown

A million miles back

Into travel through time,

Lays my tilted, barren ‘home’

All through dimensions of time and space,

I’m trying to seek my rightful place.

Then again, what is my right?

Do I know?

Am I human? Am I animal?

Or a hybrid of the two?

I’m a little bit of me

And some parts of you.

Look for your dark corner,

Find your own reasons for gloom;

If I’m headed towards nothingness,

You’re only striving for doom.

There are so many people,

People who claim to know,

What many can’t verify

And others would not show…

I collect my bits of disintegration

Attempt to create some sort of correlation

Question myself, chances of reconciliation

Upon no specific answer,

I retort to self-annihilation

I hear all that you have to say,

But I shall not guarantee registration…

How could you claim to ‘being human’,

When you slave away to de-humanization?!

HEALTH TIP: Transfer the 'human feeling'. If you encounter issues doing so, check the vital signs of your soul: Is your conscience alive?

The 'Us' and The 'Them'

Nobody is 'aware' or 'unaware' but thinking makes it so. And yes, it's so tragic that the rape of the human thinking process in full bloom, and being at its worst at every stage of evolution, so many times converts into a gang bang or even supposed masochism. To put this in simple words, the supposed painkiller is actually the pain. The ones who are actually responsible for driving you insane, are also the ones claiming to offer the 'remedy'.
If God's major plan for the human race was to generate carbon copies of 'pseudo-human clones', then the option of heaven should have been eradicated from the Afterlife concept.
This 'Us' and 'Them' phenomenon is not based on some superiority complex, but on realistic grounds of who can 'see' reality more. And then, even if there ARE more than a handful who can see, the next question is of perception. Here's where a lot of errors occur between the encoding and decoding process of Nature's signs. We stand outside in the dark cold of the silent Night, gazing inside at the absurdity of the HMI lights to create a daytime effect! An analogy of the status quo is: How can we read out the Bible in their Church of Satan, and that too, aloud?
We are not here to prove them wrong, but just trying to admit to our own shortcomings, and to help them wake up to the 'real reality' too; or all might sink into the illusion of the 'perceived real'. 

I wonder how far my voice echoes into the spaces of (at least) this, that is my dimension!!

The Deep-Rooted "Why's?"

I consider one important factor to explain why the world stands where it does today, could be the innate curiosity of the human. The need to question.
Though this has been considered a relevant trait in the psychologies of all famous and historically memorable and successful personalities, it is also the root of many evils, as I see.
If you pick up theological history, Satan was the most pious to God amongst all supernatural beings. So when he was told, as were the others, to bow before "man", the former refused the latter. This was due to Satan's expectation in return for his loyalty, that made him question God for why he should be subjected to this submission too? And God Almighty punished him with a curse that he would continue to transfer to a huge majority of us mortals later. And it all started with a "why", from at least the one perspective at hand.
I feel that somehow God, or the Higher Power does not favor their creations asking them too many questions about the 'system'. Maybe there are certain queries that are better left unanswered in this material life at the least.

As it is believed, the New World Order ruled by the Free Masonic forces is what's influencing and controlling the globe today. Where did this dark "god on earth" emerge from? From the urges to ask "why"? I don't say we should stop questioning, whoever, whatever, whenever, for it is every human's basic right to know, even as media studies say. What I'm saying is, maybe this is not the way the Higher power had preferably wanted it to be. All the "why's" have taken us through eras of artistic evolutions, world wars resulting in the 60's and 70's 'drug culture', periods of scientific inventions and technological advances, journeys of discovery into space; times when all human race has basked in the glory of the feeling of being 'alive'. But maybe, it was all an illusion under the influence of the rush of getting long-sought for answers to our lingering questions, in the Higher Power's eyes. Maybe we were just celebrating each progression of spiritual life towards it's death, as material mostly overwhelms our lives today: the greed to 'acquire'.

A Dead Nation

Above all desires, pondering


Over the nothingness that surrounds

Blocks all visions, hinders all sounds

Oblivion is nothing, but a dream

But we choose to live in ignorance

Change brings on an ugly nostalgia

Memories, wanting to be forgotten

The corpses lie in their graves, rotten

Holding on to beliefs, that show no light

Our greed has killed traces of insight

There’s only “me”, there is no “you”

And what grows old, loses its worth

Just as our values, our virtues did

Its only a dead nation, nothing more

Slaughtered by its hands, on its own.

Still Here

Broken, beyond repair


There’s deadness in the air

The arms that used to comfort me

Are no longer there

Caravans of tears, I have cried

In the depth of my mind, I’m terrified

A million little pieces, that can’t be re-collected

A crumbled tower, that can’t be resurrected

Time crawls by, and I’m still here

At a lost junction, in the middle of nowhere